The Lamb Who Is Also the Shepherd
On the strange and tender paradox at the center of Revelation's throne.


There is a paradox at the very center of Revelation that most of us learn to read past too quickly. John lifts his eyes to the throne of God, expecting to see power as the world measures it, and what he sees instead is a Lamb, standing as though it had been slain. The throne does not change. The Lamb is not relocated. The Lamb is the throne's interpretation.
I have been a pastor for many years and a chaplain for ten of them, and I can tell you the people I have stood beside in their last hours have not needed a louder God. They have needed a nearer one. They have needed the Shepherd who is also the Lamb.
The Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd. He will lead them to springs of living water, and God will wipe every tear from their eyes.
The wound is the qualification
In the ancient world, a shepherd's authority came from his willingness to put himself between the flock and what could kill it. Not from his title. Not from his volume. From his wounds. John is showing us that the same is true of Jesus. The marks of his suffering are not what he overcame in order to become Lord. They are part of how he leads.
“The Shepherd we follow is not unscarred. He is scarred in the very places we have been most afraid to look at our own lives.”
I once sat with a man in hospice who told me, quietly, that he had spent forty years afraid of God. When I asked him what changed, he said, "I finally noticed that he was the one bleeding for me, not me for him." He died three days later, peacefully, holding his wife's hand and humming a hymn his grandmother had taught him as a boy.
Springs of living water
Revelation 7 promises that the Lamb will lead his people to springs of living water. Notice the direction of the leading. It is not away from the world. It is toward life that is older and deeper than the world. The same Shepherd who walked dusty roads in Galilee now walks the corridors of every hospital ward, every quiet kitchen at midnight, every classroom where a teacher is praying she will not lose her patience.
If you are weary today, hear this gently. The Lamb at the center of the throne is your shepherd. He knows the way to water. He has been there before you. He is not in a hurry, and he is not ashamed of how slowly you walk.

About the Author
David J. Van Wormer
Retired pastor and ten-year chaplain in hospital, psychiatric, and hospice settings. Writing from the river's edge in Eugene, Oregon.
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